Saturday, April 21, 2012

Babysitting and Life Changes

It is stressful. That's how I describe that job. I'm not going to argue that it's a harder job than anyone elses because I know it isn't, but I guess one of the benefits of an office job is the lack of crying children.
I enjoy babysitting because I enjoy kids. I feel like babysitting is kind if building up my hopes if ever being a mom though. I'll just remember all of the times I did the same work but for money and realize that my life had changed so much from that point. I'm not a big fan of change either. I hate it. I hate it a lot. Sometimes it's necessary though. Like I'd rather be myself now than who I was two years ago. Two years ago, I was self-concious, naive and I didn't have writing or nerdfighteria or starkid to get me through things. I'm glad that I've changed that much. But bigger change sucks. Like moving or death. We all have to get through it though I guess.

DFTBA
Maggie

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